I wanna be sedated…

ugh

my head is going to explode, i have been doing too many maths lately, i cant take it anymore…

im not in the bests of mood today god knows why…. my hormones are driving me crazy because i have the most massive mood swings (Pardon My Screaming)…

Im feeling all shitty when it comes to my love life because im extremly confused (actually do i have a love life?? i dont know, i think i gotta ask him where the hell do i stand in this relationship we have)

i was all thirlled about wearing summer clothes today and the fucking sun isnt out!!!!!! i wanna sunbathe!

im off, tummy ache!!

que raiva, que muita raiva,

tou completly heartbroken…

ill tell you why later..

BUT IM PISSED OFF

at myself and at him… for not calling, for not writting emails, for not apologizing, for not showing up, for not loving me, for not missing me…..

puke

Sure got my piece of heaven

An angel in disguise

Gone wild

But I thought you were a man

Who knew right from wrong

That’s why I really don’t understand

Why he’s with her

It’s killing me

What has she got that I don’t have

Is it the way she looks at you

Laughs with you, can she,

Does she make you beg for more

This is hurting

What has she got that I don’t have

I tried to call him

Anytime anywhere

But he’s never there

So I went to his place

And waited all day

So he would explain it to me

And this is what he said:

There is nothing left to say

I had my fill, I went away

Your crying eyes won’t change a thing

It was just a fling

Well how could an angel break my heart

He said: We could still be friends

Are you kidding me

What has she got that I don’t have

Is it the way she looks at you

Talks to you, can she

Does she make you beg for more

This is hurting

What has she got that i don’t have

But twice every year

When he’s in tears

When he loses his mind

And can’t help but cry

He’ll call me and then

I am better than, I am

I’m extremly depressed, there are no words for what im feeling, im sick and tired of doing anything,

i dont feel like eating anymore,

i dont feel like thinking anymore,

i dont feel like walking anymore,

i just want to lie down in my bed and do nothing for the rest of the week…..

im suffering so much, im killing myself in the inside… no one knows about it because i dont want to tell anyone this time… maybe the people who read my blog will find out, thats ok i trust them… i dont want to be all “coitadinha” but im desperate!!!

my head hurts

i have nervous breakdowns

i cant eat anything

and im getting all sick very easily.. im so scared.. im soo tired…..

i have too much pressure from everywhere in a time im not ready for it.. im still readjusting my life from all the huge changes that happened in it… and i cant really take everything right now…

ist pressure from work

from my parents

from my family (thinking im the only hope of everyone)

from myself

from my friends

fi have to do so many things all at once!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Achei muito funny isso:

Cão: melhor amigo do homem /// Cadela: puta

Bonequinho: brinquedo /// Bonequinha: puta

Vagabundo: homem q não trabalha /// Vagabunda: puta

Touro: homem forte /// Vaca: puta

Dado: simpático /// Dada: puta

Pistoleiro: homem q mata pessoas /// Pistoleira: puta

Aventureiro: homem q se arrisca, viajante, desbravador /// Aventureira: puta

Ambicioso: visionário, enérgico, com metas /// Ambiciosa: puta

Garoto de rua: menino pobre, q vive na rua /// Garota de rua: puta

Mascarado: homem q oculta a identidade (Zorro, Homem-Aranha, Batman, etc.) /// Mascarada: puta

Atirado: semelhante a aventureiro /// Atirada: puta.

Homem da vida: pessoa letrada pela sabedoria adquirida ao longo da vida /// Mulher da vida: puta

Homem público: indivíduo q se consagra à vida pública /// Mulher pública: puta

O galinha: o “bonzão”, q traça todas /// A galinha: puta

Puto: nervoso, irritado, brabo /// Puta: puta

Tiozinho: irmão mais novo do pai /// Tiazinha: puta

Feiticeiro: conhecedor de alquimias /// Feiticeira: puta

Maluf, Barbalho e Eurico Miranda: Políticos /// A mãe deles: putas

QUE MUITO SEM NOÇAO!!! ontem naum escrevi nada aki nesse swetie blog!! q triste!!

bom ontem tive um puta dia aki no trabalho, fikei correndo de um lado pro outro, puta stres puta mal humor.. so no fim q fikou engracado e consegui me divertoir com o alex (meu chefe naum meu namorado) por q deu um ataque de bobeira na gente e acabamo fazendo todas as contas erradas, foi funny por q eu tava noiada e ele tava estressado e no fim we just took it all as a big joke!!…

meu gordo ta dodoi ainda.. e naum consegui falar com ele sniff!!

ontem fui pro shopping com meu pai pra arrumar ums oculos pra ele… aproveitei e fui comprar ums tennis da NIKE muito lindos, they are white and blue and soo comfortable… tive que comprar por q vou comecar a fazer formula.. kero fazer street dance, spinning, e alguma outra coisa.. tipo i get bored soo fucking easily que tenhu q fikar mudando de atividade, entaum vai ser tipo uma por semana, 3 veces por semana sumthin like that!! vou ver hj pra ver como faço!!!!! tou precisando urgentemente de gastar energy!! tou muito parada!!!

ontem tbm comprei uma GLITTER LAMP muito legal…. tipo eu nunca gostei desses glitter lamps por q os glitters eram muito grandes e fikava muito brega.. mas essa aki e perfect!! e tipo blue and everythinG!! entaum agora tenhu 4 lampadas iradas no meu quarto..:

-Minha pink and purple lava lamp

-Um blue star shaped lamp

-O lamp azul de lightings

-O blue glitter lamp

meu quarto ta fikando super groovy!!!

meu ontem mal consegui durmir.. uma merda… a bosta da minha janela kerbou (dont ask me how) e tive q durmir sem janela… tava akele PUTA calor umas 8 da noite (time i went to bed because i was so tired) entaum durmi de regata só e sem cobertor nem nada…WHY DID I DO THAT??? hj tipo 5 da manha tava morrendo de frio… e quando acordei tava com gripe!!! meu ebom eles fix essa merda de janela se naum vou morrer!!!!

a manu me convidou pra ir pro guaru com ela…. mas minha mom ta dando 50000000000000 voltas pra me deixar ir.. ela naum ker q eu va no carro da manu dirijindo por q tem medo.. mas atê ai ela naum ker me emprestar o motorista pra me levar!!!!!!! humpft!! tou vendo q vou acabr em itu com meus pais, bundando e tomando sol…. bom pelo menos vai dar pra eu jogar um pouko de golfe q faz anos q naum jogo!!!

cara, ontem naum tomei cafe da manha…. depois almocei brotinhos de soya (only) e nem jantei.. hj de manha tomei so um cafe, e agora outro.. e tou sentindo q vou gorfar.. tipo im not hungry at all!! eu tou muito stuffed (dont know why!!)

bom tgenhu q work duuuudeee

ontem eles tavam chasing ums sequestradores no meu bairro.. tinha helicopters and everything, dava pra ver da janela do meu quarto

tou usando o underwear q tava usando no dia q fui descabaçada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahah e muito comfortable… e tipo material de bikini sabe?? meu achu q lembro todos os underwears q tava usando nas minhas transas!! ahahahhaahhahaha good memory!!!!!!![

bom agora vou mesmo

vou ver se depois escrevo mais

eu botei um monte de random words no meu story e isso foi o que saiu.. nem curto o ending:

Once upon a time, there was a Cutey, Clean girl named Connie. Everyone loved Connie, but that didn’t matter. You see she was Nice and in love with Alex, who happens to hate Nice girls. Connie tried very hard not to be Nice. She even tried Looking. But that didn’t work.

Then one day while Finding through a very Boring Beach, she Was upon a Lame Hamster. This Lame Hamster spoke to Connie and said, “If you can answer my riddle I will grant you a wish.”

Well Connie Gone. And she said, “What is your riddle, Exotic Hamster?”

The Hamster replied, “If a Dog has a He, how many Us does it Jump?”

Connie thought about the riddle and answered, “15!”

The Hamster began Wasting, than it Gone, and turned into a Sex Kitty. The Sex Kitty Was and said, “You are correct! You turned this old Hamster into back into a handsome Sex Kitty. What is your wish?”

Connie was so happy! She knew exactly what she wanted, “I don’t want to be Nice any more! That way Alex will fall in love with me.”

The Sex Kitty then Gone his Lame She and Connie was no longer Nice! She left the Beach to find Alex. When she did, she found him Mastering Ro, the New girl from Sao Paulo. And Alex and Ro lived ever after. Connie, on the other hand, died a Weird spinster.

The end.

I AM 25% GEEK.

I wanna be a geek. But I’m not. Why would

I even want to be one. Do I think it’s fun?

I should try writting an online test application at 1

am in my underwear.

Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

I AM 57% GOTH.

Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a

good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps

through my viens, but I can still laugh

at myself.

Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com!

Procuro alguem para tomar conta do meu coracao. Nao necessita experiencia anterior, apenas carinho, compreensao, e dedicacao exclusiva. Tem que ter um pouquinho de ciumes, alegria contagiante, abraco apertado e muita, muita paixao. Dou ticket-afeto e vale-felicidade. Pagamento de infinitos beijinhos por mes.

ahaha q brega