I wanna be sedated…

p.s. im out of ideas.. uninspired!

p.s.s. im horny! i need my gordo!!

ta mo noia aqui em casa

my mom is pissing me off.. the only thing she ever does is complain.. complain.. complain.. im mean enough with the drama already!! she wants me to study… ok i admit it i dont like to study that much but i mean!! cmon.. dont piss me off… really..

she comes in every now and again telling me to turn the comp off.. MY ASS im gonna turn it off.. i wanna write some shit here and so im gonna do so!!

today i had the funniest day ever.. i had some stupidity attack with the girls at work.. we were laughing all the time… we are planning on a “special” dinner for saturday were we all plan to get soooooooooooo high (some are gonna do it for the first time so its gonna be fun!!) after that they are going to a rave… but i doubt ill go there, i cant be assed at all!….

i talked to my fat one (ahahha GORDO!!!) today.. called him from work and we were like 40 mins on the phone!!! i miss him!! … in two weeks im gonna see him!!!!! awwww its been so long already!!

SAN LORENZO GANHOU DO CORINTHIANS!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!

hmm i think dats all i have to say right now…

ah carla called me, her party is like with ten thousand people… i thought it was only hers but it looks as if she joined with tons of pipow.. she said she invited over 300 people… wanna see that!! ehehe

ok now i thinks its all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smax

Ok…. i got it all out of my system.. talked to her.. and now im ok!!

ahhH!!!

Anyways, going back to the normal blog thingie….

im just heating a bunch of stories from the graded bahia trip… im shocked…. the girl i hate the most in this world is the biggest slut i have ever heard of … i swear to god.. i mean i hate her and all and i wished she was dead or something so she would stop tormenting my life but im in shock, im starting to feel sorry for her (and that isnt good..at all!!!!)

on a lighter note i cut my hair!! it feel all short!! humpft

went to have lunch with my dad to dicuss my future and where i wanna study and where im actually gonna study and when… and we came to no conclusions which isnt really helpful.. but after a nice lunch we went to buy CDs.. woohoo… i got Shakira (i said i like her.. dont piss me off!!) and Charlie Brown Jr. (brazilian rap/punk band)

got home and my mom had two tshirts for me.. that she got for free at the mall… awww i lub my mommy when she is all cutey (she comes in every five minutes to see if i have more news about the slut!!)

man im dead tired, but i need to get sumthing outta my system.. because i had this fight with one of my best friends.. and its juts not right.. but i dont wanna talk to her about it because she wonr listen

I KNOW SHE WONT.. ive tried before and she didnt listen.. she wants to be right, fine ill let her be right… so im the bitch here complaining about nothing when i should be happy for her because she has a nice boyfrend everyone likes, i shouldnt care about not seeing her anymore or hardly ever talking to her.. why should i even care??? i mean.. i the bitch when i have to look for someone to talk to me because my best friend is too busy to hear me cry.,…

im always the godamn bitch for spealking the truth and it annoys me… it pisses me off.. i dont know how to prove people dat im not being bitchy im juts plain HURT.. because i have no one in my life………….. IM FUCKING ALONE and they dont give a fucking damn.. instead say how when iwas 14 i spent all the time i had with my boyfriend ……………………………………………………………………………………….

im crying.. cant type no more

DISCLAIMER:

im extremly pissed off.. turns out im not allowed to write whatever i think here because it ‘hurts’ people?? i mean xcuse me, no one is forced to read anything here… i mean i can write whatever i want right?? internet is a free space for free expression.. if i wanna write im bisexual.. i do so…. and if i say that im in love i can.. cant i?? and if i say i wanna have sex real bad I SAY IT and no one should give a fuck!!!!! its what i think and how i feel, it should affect no one…

i dont even give names, hardly ever do so .. so no one’s life is at risk here… its MY FUCKING blog, and it should concern no one else but me (sounds like a song!!)…

people might be hurt by what i say, i just write this in moments of rage, i dont really stop to think about it and write it in such a way that i dont ‘hit’ anyone…. i just write everything that comes out of my heart!….. im not gonna say im sorry because i dont have to apologise for anything…… this is MY blog and no one elses…..

Tell me lies, slap me on the dace, just.. improvise, do something really clever, that’ll make me hate your name forever…But i can’t help it if i’m just a fool.. always having my heart set on you.. ’till the time you start changing the rules…i’ll keep chasing the soles of your shoes… ahh fool…

You’re a song

Written by the hands of God

Don’t get me wrong cause

This might sound to you a bit odd

But you own the place

wehre all my thoughts go hiding

And right under your clothes

Is where I find them

Underneath your clothes

There’s an endless story

There’s the man i chose

There’s my territory

And all the things I deserve

For being such a good girl honey

Because of you

I forgot the smart ways to lie

Because of you

I’m running out the reasons to cry

When the friends are gone

When the party’s over

We will still belong to each other

Underneath your clothes

There’s an endless story

There’s the man i chose

There’s my territory

And all the things I deserve

For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that’s on the planet

Movin’ talkin’ walking’ breathing

You know it’s true

Oh baby it’s so funny

You almost don’t believe it

As every voice is hanging from the silence

Lamps are hanging from the ceiling

Like a lady to her good manners

I’m tied up to his feeling

Underneath your clothes

There’s an endless story

There’s the man i chose

There’s my territory

And all the things I deserve

For being such a good girl honey

por qq isso naum ta posting?????

tou esperando meu pai descer pra eu ir almocar com ele.. ele me convida mas me deixa esperando tres horas…. humpft!!

tou com muita fome meu!! cade meu daddissss??? cade ele/??? kelo comel godammit!!

tou no No trampo!!! agora… tou me sentindo beeem melhor do que ontem, mas ainda naum tou 100% bem.. eu ate ia ir pro medico hj mas o meu boss me deixou presa na sala dele conversando!!

eu tou do lado da Vã agorinha, ela ta vendo sites sobre mensagens subliminares nas musicas de XUXA !!!!!! ela esta brigando com o winamp por q o queridinho nao quer download!! ehehhee essas coisas na net sao fogo nunca nada da certo!!!

tou cmo muita vontade de sair. sem noçao kero fazer alguma coisa LOUKA!! com toda essa doenca minha eu naum fiz nada!! humpft!!!!!

vou cortar meu cabelao hj!! thats crazy enough!! vou tentar botar fotos dele antes e depois

daddy ligou!!!!!! vou comerrrrr

besitos

Im still sick..

lately thats the only thing i ever write here in this blog.. im just plain fucking sick!!

i just blew my nose and got completly dizzy.. now my ears hurt and they keep on popping!! ughhh fuck it,.. i hate feeling like this..

was talking to anne last nite, she was tring to convince me to go to the doctor, but i cant really be assed.. i mean… BLOOD EXAMS!! ugh.. no way!! i hate them….

bought a really cool necklace last nite… well my mom bought it for me because iw as all the time in ebd but its really cutey!!!

this friday some friends from argentina are coming over and im supposed to take em shopping!! hmmm dunno what im gonna do with em….

gonna take a shower.. and think of something smart to write here….. (eheh yeh ok))

smax