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Published March 27, 2002 by Conz

When I was young I knew everything

And she a punk who rarely ever took advice

Now I’m gilt stricken,

Sobbing with my head on the floor

Stop a baby’s breath and a shoe full of rice

I can’t be held responsible

Cause she was touching her face

I won’t be held responsible

She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember

What made us think that we were wise and

We’d never compromise

For the life of me I cannont believe

We’d ever die for these sins

We were merely freshmen

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My best friend took a week’s

Vacation to forget her

His girl took a weeks’s worth of

Valium and slept

Now he’s guilt stricken sobbing with his

Head on the floor

Thinks about her now and how he never really

Wept he says

We’ve tried to wash our hands of all this

We never talk of our lacking relationships

And how we’re guilt stricken sobbing with our

Heads on the floor

We fell through the ice when we tried not to

Slip, we’d say

Published March 27, 2002 by Conz

people really do come read my site.. i mean.. cmon… 2444 people actually have been here and read all this…

wow… im amazed

just got back from my cousins house, there was a dinner there cuz it was his bday….. it was nice…..

now packing to go home….. :)

smax

Published March 26, 2002 by Conz

Bom, tou aki na minha casa and i cant find myself time to post anything here.. which sucks a lot.. it really does….

nothing new has happened lately, im going back to sampa tomorrow.. gonna go straight to Mi’s house cuz i dunno when im gonna be able to see her cuz shes travelling….

then im gonna see my Gordo i thouight i was only gonna see him one day but it turns out that he is staying in sampa till saturday which means im gonna see him lots and lots…

i dunno if im gonna see all my frendz cuz they all decided to travel but thats alright i guess, gonna have time to study and go shopping and go chose my car with my daddy!!……

tou falando com o gus e com o sach e eles tao both commenting on my tattooo ahhaha.. eles gostaram… eu juro q amo esse tattoo

meu, fikei sabendo de uma mina da minha classe brasileira q tirou fotos dela pelada e deu pro namorado, turns out they broke up and the guy posted the pics all over the net, i have them, they are gross, as minhas amigas fikam falando “meu que dó dela.. etc tec” mas sei la.. eu achu funny….. as fotos sao muito groos.. mas meu.. e ingracado……… taught me never ever to even think about doing that (not like i had anyways but hey, just in case someday someone tries to convince me or something)……

bom…. tenhu q ir por q e o niver do meu primo, vou sair jantar com ele…

muchos besitoss

Published March 25, 2002 by Conz

Hanging by a moment

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer to where I started

chasing after you

I’m falling even more in love with you

letting go of all I’ve held onto

I’m standing here until you make me move

I’m hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I’m lacking

Completely Incomplete

I’ll take your invitation

you take all of me

now i’m falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i’ve held on to

I’m standing here until you make me move

I’m hanging by a moment here with you

I’m living for the only thing I know

I’m running and I’m not quite sure where to go

and I don’t know what I’m diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

There is nothing else to lose

There is nothing else to find

There is nothing in the world

that could change my mind

There is nothing else…

desperate for changing

starving for truth

I’m closer to where I started

I’m chasing after you

I’m falling even more in love with you

letting go of all I’ve held onto

I’m standing here until you make me move

I’m hanging by a moment here with you

I’m living for the only thing I know

I’m running and not quite sure where to go

and I don’t know what I’m diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you…

Published March 24, 2002 by Conz

Bom, im back, i really dont feel like studying so im here typing away telling my frendz how i feel about not being able to talk to Gordo…….

just called him and i talked to his mom…. she was like… hmm really really nice….. she even asked me if i was in brazil (maybe she is trying to make sure his son wont see me or something like that…..) but it seemed as if she wanted to talk or something, i dont knoww………

i wanna see him, but then again im scared of what might happen, im scared of my rents finding out and then totally start hating me and murder me and kick me out of the family tree…. then again im scared of what might happen between us and all the feelings that might rise from that.. i dont know what to dooo!!

:(

im even in doubt of whether i should or not go to sampa…………………………………… this guy has like total control over my life and it scares the shit outta meeeeee…….

mickey (guy from uni) is telling me im gonna meet someone here….. hm…. i dunno……ç

who knows…

i think im gonna die alone… (hahaha)

i love tina… really, i love her comments, she is juts like MOI… ehehe a lil annoying bitch!!!

well im off now really

besitos

Published March 24, 2002 by Conz

Email q mandei pras meninas contando sobre minha vida, im really tired and cant be assed to write more.. ehehhe so .. just read the email… its easier

Oiz meninas….

mal ai q naum escrevo emails faz anos mas essa semana foi meio foda, when i stop to think about it i didnt do much mas mesmo assim parece q naum tive tempo pra fazer porra nemnhuma……..

bom eu fikei estudando muito muito muito esss dias por q bem depois de easter cmecam os mid terms e temnho um monte de trabalhos pra give in entaum i have to start getting ready for that…….

em easter eu tou indo pra sampa.. chego wednesday a tarde (eu vou ver o gordo eu acho) e fiko ate segunda a tarde tbm, sao varios dias, eu kero ver todas vcs (dammit chi…..i cant see u!!) e tudo mais, e sair … taa??¿¿?? naum rola vcs falarem q naum da por q depois desse weekend eu so volto pra sampa depois do meu birthday… achu q vou tar por ai tipo pro niver da Mi….. mas anyway.. the thing is i wanna see u guys…..

ontem teve uma rave na minha facu.. ahaha os caras naum tem mas o q fazer, mas ate q foi bem legal, o campus da facu e muito grande e tem muito open space entaum tava irado…

tinha muitas pessoas e eu juro that u wouldnt bump into someone twice even if u tried……. eu fui com minha prima, perdi ela por q ela fujiu com o namoradinho dela (um nojo o cara, cant stand him).. e eu fikei dando voltas com meus novos amigos……. vcs tem q vir me visit algum dia e conhecer eles… eles sao muito adorables eu juro….. bom, eu tou mo santinha, sexta e sabado eu sai e naum bebi nada de nada e naum beijei ninguem and i didnt even try to, tipo tou muito na minha sei la…. it might be cuz im talking to gordo every five minutes no cel phone, and therefore all i can think about is him… sei la.. so sei q tou muito sussa de meninos naum kero any of them near me, being single ate agora foi a melhor epoca da minha vida and i wanna keep it like that……

bom, tou falando com o vi e ele ta me lembrando q a roberta naum vai tar em sampa.. HUNF…. beleza entaum.. MI, GABI.. kero ver vcsss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bom lindas, vou indu estudar um poukinhu

missss u all

writeee

besitoss

conz..

p.s. chegou my new comp ontem…. e MUITOOOOOOOOOOOOO linda… ehehehñ…. eu vou tar o dia inteiro na net.:!!!!!

Published March 22, 2002 by Conz

Bom, faz anos q naum escrevo nada por aki e hj tou com pouko tempo..

amanha eles vao install internet na minha casa e dai vai dar tudo certo, vou poder post whenever i want… hj falei com o alemao… aaaaoooooo MEU BABY!!!! depois conto tudo

tenhu q me vestir pra sair pra baladaaaa

besitosssss

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